Over the years many people have asked
me, "How did you get involved in all this work on Dr. MacDonald-Bayne's recordings and books?" or, "How is it that the wire recordings of Dr. Mac's lectures, given in South Africa, ended up in
Canada?"
I must admit that it does appear to be
a rather remote connection at first glance but I will endeavour to explain how a chain of events led up to the ultimate task of reproducing his lectures for worldwide distribution after lying
dormant for 25 years.
In 1960 when in my early 20s, some
books on yoga were recommended to me, which led to obtaining a catalogue from L N Fowler Co., a book company in England. I selected a few books but what really caught my eye were those titles of
Dr. MacDonald-Bayne's books, and I was immensely pleased to read them when they did arrive.
It was the kind of spiritual guidance
I'd been looking for. How uplifting it was to have those subconscious, unspoken thoughts one has on spiritual subjects become clear and real perhaps for the first time. Eventually I obtained all
of his books and they remained fond friends for years.
However, it is all too true that when
we are young we find ourselves so busy with living so-called life, contending with conditions, that we tend to skim the surface of things, never fully understanding the meaning behind it all.
Gradually his books passed from my hands through lending and after a time only one was left, Divine Healing of Mind and Body, but even that went out on loan.
It was in my mid-30s I began taking
stock of the direction life was leading me and felt a strong need for deeper answers to life's questions. Perhaps some might say it was an inner call. Who to turn to? I could only think of
inwardly calling on Dr. Mac for help then and had a compelling urge to acquire all his books again, which I did. From there I studied them for another two years, copying by hand, typing or
reading aloud as Dr. Mac had recommended.
Since I happened to work for a
newspaper in Toronto I got the idea of writing to three newspapers in South Africa to make inquiries on what information they could provide on a Dr. Murdo MacDonald-Bayne who gave lectures in
Johannesburg and Pretoria circa 1946 at Escom House.
The Rand newspaper kindly placed an ad for me "Search for
Murdo Fans" and it was not long after that I began to receive all sorts of lovely letters from people who were former students of his or who knew of him indirectly. It certainly was more than I
had ever hoped for!
I corresponded for 1-1/2 years with
quite a few of these people who so kindly wrote to me of their experiences. Amusing as it may sound, it reached a point where I felt I must do something about this newfound connection or I'd
burst! It resolved into a decision to make a two-week trip on my own to South Africa just to meet with them. Somehow everything seemed very right and just dropped into place. Off I went in
October 1977, not dreaming what was ahead.
Most important of all was that I
met Paul Troxler in Pretoria, one of a few remaining students who attended Dr. Mac's Pretoria lectures over the years.
While visiting Paul and his
charming wife, Betty, at their apartment, he showed me a small carton containing an original wire recording of Dr. Mac's lectures. I had never seen such wire before and was curious to know
more; took a photo of Paul holding the wire but as it was so fine it hardly showed up on the print.
Paul's longtime friend, Louis Thomas,
was in charge of all the wire recording done during Dr. Mac's series of lectures. It appears that he kept the wires for some twenty years or so after Dr. Mac passed on in 1955, only occasionally
allowing a magnetic reel copy to be given out. Then he decided to give away the entire batch of wires, along with a wire recording machine which didn't work unfortunately, to a friend of his in
Upper Transvaal. This person passed away and his son thought of placing the wire recordings in safekeeping with Paul who has been a lifelong devoted follower of Dr. Mac's works.
I had just been corresponding with
Paul for a few months when these events transpired. Paul mentioned in a letter having the wires placed with him and promised to send me a copy when they could do so, for me to hear Dr. Mac's
voice and Scottish accent. Their wire recorder was presently out of order and parts were not to be had in their corner of the world, seeing that it was now virtually an antique. It was a real
problem.
At the end of my six days of
visiting in Pretoria, Paul finally took me to meet Louis Thomas (he passed away not long afterwards) who, just before parting, gave me a 5-inch, magnetic reel copy of two of Dr. Mac's
lectures. I was thrilled with this rare opportunity to hear Dr. Mac's voice but was unable to do so until my return to Canada when I had to borrow a friend's tape recorder to hear it. The
experience made a profound impression on my psyche, and although at first it was difficult to follow some of his line of thought in the lecture, repetition rendered it more understandable.
Many of his students had said it took them years to fully understand what he was talking about, and I know this to be true.
Needless to say, I was very
enthusiastic over the contents of the lectures and thought it a great idea to have a local recording company make up some copies on cassettes from the reel tape.